Feeling so lost...

Today was unbelievably depressing. I am still trying to make sense of everything... of how to trust people I thought I could trust. Unfortunately, I am just left with my thoughts for tonight, as my friend Missy is not available to talk. She has a migraine. I hope she feels better soon. I feel so godamned lost. I can't explain... Spinning my wheels lost... and slightly unloved and even a bit misled. But then again, all I have to go on is my own thoughts right now... until I can talk with certain people and possibly try to iron things out...

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